Enrolment & Blind Date Review

Today I return to SIM for my enrolment exercise. Kind of sad to know that I won't be in the same class with my this semester project kakis for all the subjects, as they need to retake some of the this semester subjects.

On my way back, in the MRT, I've also messaged my blind date girl to arrange for another date. Frankly, after the 1st date, we haven't dated again. I have tried asking her out several times after the 1st date but she had always rejected my requests, citing work commitments. Sigh....Maybe she doesn't have good impression of me after that 1st date. Heard from the middle-man after that 1st date that she said that I am a nice guy. Now come to think of it she may have hidden meanings behind those words. Kind of demoralised liao. Not sure what to do now. I mean since we have only met once, if she rejected me I won't be too down wan lor since the relationship haven't even started yet. I'm now just thinking taking the relationship / friendship 1 step at a time lah. I just want to give a try to see if this thing can work out or not. The response I getting is kind of limited lor. I mean if she rejecting my date request b'cuz she is really busy with work I can understand lah, though to work even on xmas eve's nite was like kind of no-life to me. But who am I to make noise? As long as she can take it and like it, can liao. But the next question will be when then can we arrange a date? On the other hand, if she rejecting my date request b'cuz she is giving me the hints that she is not interested in me, then perhaps I should put a stop to my wishful date request liao. Sigh.... Not sure which steps to take now.

Frankly, after my unfortunate incident in NP, I have developed a "frozen heart" when it comes to BGR liao, that's why I'm single even up to now. This time I thought that for the 1st time after so long, perhaps I can start to thaw my heart. But I dunno leh. The response from the girl is quite of strange lor. If I think on the bright side, when then can we date again? If I think on the dark side, I should continue to freeze my heart lor. Then am I going to freeze it til when? Sigh....

Sian Ah! Dunno what to do liao ah!